Every last word counts.

Right now i feel ontop of the world. I have amazing weed, like the shit that makes you super happy. i had a very long conversation about weed with my dealer today. hes fucking weird but hes a good dude and he sells really amazing pot. 

ONTOP of that,

I’m watching Happy Gilmore, 

life could not get better right now. 

well maybe if i had a sweet girlfriend… to help me roll joints.

BUT i doubt thats going to happen. 

 
Drake Mitchell Worsfold 

First off id like to say im back.

and damnn it feels good to day so.

So update on my life, things are fucking amazing.

My back has been attacking me with pain for the last 4 days due to a pinched nerve. good thing i have lots of weed to keep me going ;) 

I have alot to talk about but wouldnt dare type it all out tonight, ya’ll going to have to wait and read. ill be uploading new pictures of myself which will also be on facebook :) 

Im not dead, Ive just been gone for a while. 

sorry if this post is kinda long, but if you read it yu’ll be knowing what i think about right now!! 

and im stoned so this could be interesting. 

I have two confessions. 

I still love you, after everything thats happened i still love you. After you cheated, broke my heart, still did shit with you while you were ” trying to work things out with me”, etc. I still love you. Before this move to florida everything was amazing.

We were by far the cutest couple. The way we felt about each other was more amazing. 

I still love you after all that. 

Second confession: I wish i could have seen you when i was back in pickering.

I had a really weird dream about you 2 nights ago, it was filled with sex passion love and murder.

It was really cool it looked like idk some old type of move with new aged effects and shit it was rad. The ending was horrible though, ends up with me getting hurt again, its very rare for the lead to die. 

Moving on Lol.

It seems i still cant hold a relationship. The problem is i cant find anyone i love or feel about as much as i still have for you.  I know i cant go into a relationship or even start talking to someone and feel like i love them, that doesn’t happen it takes time. I just cant find anyone like you i guess.

I hope its just the cases of we were meant to fall in love, but not be together. 

Ive been down here for 3 months, that means we’ve been apart for technically five months now, maybe six. 

its horrible to think something so amazing was killed in such a horrific way. 

at this point, it looks like im meant to be single for a few months again.

Single but not looking. 

Love, 

Drake Mitchell Worsfold. 

Ive not posted on here in about 3 weeks, so there is a lot to talk about! 

Hmm where to start? Oh well im in the new house. its fucking amazing my bedroom is more like an apartment. It has 2 bars and a fire place, 1 bed, 1 leather couch, and a 32 inch tv. Not bad for now lol when you walk out of my room to the back yard its  2 yards to the in ground pool and another 3 to the gulf course. 

I really do love it here i never want to move back to Canada. Where are my Canadian friends now? I dont think one of you has asked me how is my house or have talked to me for my number so i can call you. but thats fine, im making friends here and focusing on school.

That doesnt mean ive not been hitting up the parties.  lets just say down here in florida they do things right. And alot of cute girls. 

But i have one in my sights right now, but i dont know where this is going. we .. she has been fighting alot with me the last week about stupid things, but thats in the past. Just sketchees me out how she just flips out or gets in a bad mood and becomes cruel. like shes cute and i love talking to her but im wondering if its even going to work out, doesnt sound like she wants to date at all. and im not looking for just a fuck buddie, i want a girlfriend. ontop of that she lives 3 hours away and has 2 jobs. so now i wont be able to see her for a month since ill be in canada and she is not coming tomorrow to see me. Like i have no idea what to do. im seeing what it would do to just cut my losses right now. i have some thinking to do. 

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Ive  noticed how much ive missed you and how good we could have had it lol. We talk alot again which i like and im glad you have a bf that treats you right i hope he treats you right babe. I no i wasnt the perfect boyfriend but ive paid my dues for that, you and i both know i have. we werent even that perfect but man we were cute, always turned heads when we walked down town i remember us talking about how id be able to sleep over when you moved into your penthouse lmao, we were crazy. I miss that, so happy ill be seeing you when i come back. Ive missed you. 

Word out to Eminem, And of mice & men your on repeat 24/7

Lifes pretty simple right now, the weather is hot, and the beers cold. 

Love,

Drake Mitchell Worsfold. 

I love when i try to have a serious talk with some one and take the time to do it, and then they just are pretty much like sucks for you. 

Gotta love it, i need a few bongs to bad im in the fucking states and have no weed 

Stay the fuck out of my life your all waste every single last one of you. all cunts that have nothing better to do but sit on your computer and creep people then talk shit about them. i wish i could put a bullet in your foreheads one by one. 

word out to the people who think im cocky and dont like how i act;

its simple id rather be cocky then hate myself, if you dont like what i do or what i say thats also simple get the fuck out of my life. if i want to do the things i do and say the things i want to say then let me. it doesnt impact your life at all. 

another things thats pissing me off.  You people need to learn how dating works yo you find a group of people that your interested in then narrow it down by going on dates with them your all fucking stupid. if you dont agree with how i date then dont fucking talk to or have me in any part of your life. im sick of people going on my formspring and posting shit like that, chances are if your saying that shit you’ve never had an actual conversation with me or your not worth my fucking time. if you want to spit shit spit it to my face not hidng behind your fucking computer talking shit. why dont you get a life and go do something with yourself. at least im happy with who i am now. and yes ive changed alot over the few years you could say im a new person so stop bring up my fucking past because im sure you dont like people picking apart your life and spitting it to others. everyone focuses on the negitvie. no one ever talks about what that person has do for another or there achievement.  its fucking pathetic and immature and you might be thinking who the fuck is this kid telling people how to think and shit. im not im just putting my views on life out there, and do you know what im fucking alowed to do that beucase this is my fucking tumblr and if you really hate what i say that much dont fucking read my shit, because im getting so pissed off with everyone in my fucking life you all wonder why im so stoked to be thousands of miles away from everyone. well here ill spit it so you can hear my clearly. 

1. where are my “friends now” the only person i saw before i left was victor. everyone was like yo we’ll chill fuck that. your all full of shit. so fuck you! and your all saying ” oh its to bad we didnt get to chill before you let” you all had so many fucking months to see me. your all like ” yeah we’ll plan something later” never fucking came. now your all spitting shit like its to bad we didnt get to see eachother. bullshit, and you know it!

2. no one knows me here i can be who i am now and not have people bring up my fucking old life.

3. im doing something with my life now. what are you doing? yeah im a fucking highschool drop out & ex coke head. and i dont give a shit. because im fucking clean and im going to uni to become a paramedic in the spring. what the fuck have you done with your life in the last year? 

so spit your shit yo, but have the balls to say it to my face. if you all want to ask me something hit me up on fb dont be pussies and post it to fucking formspring or shit like that. i use this site to rant i dont need your opinions or your thoughts i really dont give a fuck. 

* sorry for all the swearing and poor grammer, im extremly pissed right now *

Love, 

Drake Mitchell Worsfold.

ps. i need to get laid. 

Ive been living in florida for 1 week and a day. Things are going really well i love the beaches and the weather. im back in school which is really good and stoked on my paramedic program ill be getting into once i finish highschool. 

the surprisingly hardest thing about the move is making friends atm, i go out alot but im always with family id like to be able to just escape and go out with friends id also love to get drunk.

I still think about you. its just a shame you’ll never change. i tried so hard to love you and forgive you. I hit my breaking point and i broke hard. your not in my life anymore. i think thats for the best. like i said you’ll never change. Im sorry i just wish you would have tried harder. a relationship doesn’t last if its just one person trying. it has to be 50/50. im not sad or mad anymore. your gone like a ghost or something that has died, you miss them and think of them sometimes, but they will never be back in your life no matter how bad you want them to be. i hope your doing well. say hi to your family for me and tell them im doing fine. 

Love, 

Drake Mitchell Worsfold. 

So its funny how things work out. 

I found a really cute girl but now shes literary thousands of miles away, but i don’t see that stopping me talking to her everyday.

shes cute super cute, makes me smile tons. shes funny, or at least she thinks shes funny♥ I wish i would have met this girl months ago. 

Love, 

Drake Mitchell Worsfold