Im not dead, Ive just been gone for a while.
sorry if this post is kinda long, but if you read it yu’ll be knowing what i think about right now!!
and im stoned so this could be interesting.
I have two confessions.
I still love you, after everything thats happened i still love you. After you cheated, broke my heart, still did shit with you while you were ” trying to work things out with me”, etc. I still love you. Before this move to florida everything was amazing.
We were by far the cutest couple. The way we felt about each other was more amazing.
I still love you after all that.
Second confession: I wish i could have seen you when i was back in pickering.
I had a really weird dream about you 2 nights ago, it was filled with sex passion love and murder.
It was really cool it looked like idk some old type of move with new aged effects and shit it was rad. The ending was horrible though, ends up with me getting hurt again, its very rare for the lead to die.
Moving on Lol.
It seems i still cant hold a relationship. The problem is i cant find anyone i love or feel about as much as i still have for you. I know i cant go into a relationship or even start talking to someone and feel like i love them, that doesn’t happen it takes time. I just cant find anyone like you i guess.
I hope its just the cases of we were meant to fall in love, but not be together.
Ive been down here for 3 months, that means we’ve been apart for technically five months now, maybe six.
its horrible to think something so amazing was killed in such a horrific way.
at this point, it looks like im meant to be single for a few months again.
Single but not looking.
Drake Mitchell Worsfold.